This video is a cry for help (read description)

Whenever i play Warthunder alone, i feel dreadful, nothing i do seems to work. No matter the strategy, no matter the playstyle, no matter how many videos i watch, trying to learn how to notch, how to evade fox 3. It does not work. 10 years. December 24th 2015, the day i created my account, and to this day, i haven't found a single friend to play with, nobody to squad with, i arrived to where i am alone, and my mental health has finally reached it's ultimate decline. I want to give up, i want to die, i want to commit suicide. I know well enough the community of this game, comments will be like "Skill Issue", "get better", so i am not excepting anything different than mean comments, this is a vent, a cry for help.