Through the Years

A video celebrating my four years on Youtube. When I first joined I did it so I could keep all the videos I liked in one place and so that it'd be easier to watch them. I started making videos because I was bored. I didn't plan on going further than OneTrueMedia and if I got a comment, alright, if not, who cares. I'm still kinda like that now O.o Comments are appreciated but if I don't get alot I can't say I'm gonna get angry or depressed or refuse to make videos because of it. Same with subscribers, I have quiet a few and I appreciate that so many people like my videos but I can't say I'd care with alot of you guys unsubscribed. I've made celebration videos for you guys but I'd be lying if I said the numbers have overwhelmed me or changed my view on things or something. I hardly even glance at the number of my subscribers when I get on. Most of the time I realize I have a certain number because someone comments about it on my channel. Sorry if I sound like I don't appriciate you guys but that's just who I am. I moved to Windos Movie Maker because I was sick of horribly missing the beats of the song and WMM offered both better timing and better effects, plus I didn't need an internet connection to make something. I slowly starting getting more popular. People I adored as movie makers started striking up conversations with me. I have to say I was giddy with joy whenever that happened xD I started hearing about how I inspired people. Then I switched to Sony Vegas. I did it because my dad offered to give it to me, I was fine with WMM but I didn't see any reason to refuse xP I still had some trouble switching though and I kept making WMM videos even after I was used to Sony Vegas. Now I am getting tons of comments, both on my videos as well as on my channel and personal messages. People are telling me I inspire them as videmakers and apparently some of my videos have encouraged people to make big decisions in real life. In all honesty, I don't think about these things much but every now and then a comment/message will appear with those words and I fill up with emotion. I'm not sure how my videos can affect you guys so much but apparently they do and I'm glad even if that wasn't my goal. I still make videos because I have no life and thus am very bored and I wouldn't hesitate to just stop all together if I wanted to but for now I'm content with wasting my time with these little videos and hearing about you guys. I know I hardly ever comment or respond back but that's really just me in real life. I'm fairly anti-social by nature, I can't start conversations and it's hard for me to continue them but all the same I'm sorry if you think I'm ignoring you or if you think I'm thinking I'm too good to talk you to you, it's none of those things, I'm just not a big talker. I don't know how long I'm staying here but I am certaintly not leaving right now. So... thanks guys... for everything... P.S. This video's kinda pointless O.o P.S.S. This video is taking FOREVER to upload and this is the third time I've tried P.S.S.S. This video will eat your chessy filled soul!! (Join the Russian side, we have cake =D Hetalia manga and anime is coming out in english not long before my birthday. How lucky am I!? xD) I tried to keep the volume in the same area but I think I failed with the last videos *fails* I also heightened the pictch on the entire video so this shouldn't get muted. Okay, I'm done with these random little things at the end.... .... LOL! Look at all the Ashfur videos! xD Yeah, I lied, deal with it