time change

this one I consider a sequel to “in the shade on a cool May morning”, like that song it was inspired by a 'vivid imagining' that kind of hit me in a daydream Fear of FEMA – duality‑driven, conspiratorial, indie synth / experimental music Make the art you have to make Whatever road it means you take Lyrics: "“i want to want to want to chase my headlights i can't do i don't want to catch my head tonight and i lean into the side of my car see light up in the darkening sky, i look west red night as the silhouettes become ink black outlines above the brightest of the stars outshine the glow as the violet pushes the remnant sun down below i look side to side to make sure i'm alone i am i want to drive the back lonely dark roads alone windows down and no radio, just quiet noise cool air tear my heart out down a road i've never driven unforgiven i want to want to want to chase my headlights i can't do i don't want to stay in my bed tonight and im tired in the morning and tired in the night false sleep i am fading from the sunlight and the pages are worn and torn pushing myself forward because i cannot take the past stalks me reaching for connections in my mind without my hands not we sleeping through the living and living through the dreams and scared i'm clouding my own reason for fear of what it sees it seems the darkness isn't nighttime, it is an absence seen it moves as laying isn't sleeping when your eyes refuse to close won't come and i take the whatever little rest my conscience has given unforgiven i want to want to want to chase my headlights i can't do i don't want to catch my head tonight i want to want to want to chase my headlights i can't do i don't want to stay in my bed tonight i want to want to want to chase my headlights i can't do i don't want to catch my head tonight want to chase my headlights want to chase my headlights chase my headlights chase my headlights"