I hate myself so much
I don’t want this to happen but it does
I don’t want to feel like this anymore
I really don’t
I hate this so much and it all hurts
I want to be a normal person again
I want to feel like I’m actually worth something
I feel scared and trapped and alone
I can’t stand anymore
The stuff you said hurts
You ignore me
I don’t know why but I hate you
I can’t help myself
It’s all too much for me
I don’t want to go to bed anxious and wake up the next day feeling the same way
