Two Sided Coin

Follow for more music: Lyrics: Voices crawling through my skull again, Scratching walls that don’t exist, Every thought a sharpened blade, Every breath a clenched-up fist. City lights look like they’re burning, Maybe I just want them to, If the world went up in flames tonight, Tell me—what would I lose? Echoes screaming, never sleep, Promises I couldn’t keep, Every second pulling thin— Like I’m wearing someone else’s skin. I wanna burn it all down, leave nothing behind, Turn every dream into ash in my mind, Let the silence come crawling in slow, Till there’s nothing left of the noise I know. Screams in my head, then a sudden drop— Like the world just forgot how to talk, From the fire to the quiet unknown… Where the emptiness feels like home. Shadows stretch across the ceiling, Whisper things I can’t unhear, Every memory’s a ghost now, Every future soaked in fear. What if peace is just destruction? What if calm is giving in? If I tear apart the whole damn world, Will it finally let me breathe again? LOUD—too loud—I can’t escape it, Every thought is detonating, Break it, shake it, suffocate it— Silence— … … Wait— What is this? Birds outside my window singing, Sunlight creeping through the gray, All the noise that once consumed me… Just… slipped away. From the edge of losing everything I knew, To a world that somehow still feels new, Life and death just spinning slow, Two sides of a coin I’ll never control. No more fire in my hands tonight, No more shadows left to fight, Just a quiet I don’t understand… But I think… I might. The screams are gone, The echoes fade, In the silence… I’m not afraid.