UPDATE // PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION

Hi loves !! (this is the description from my little mix video because i see that people didnt read it) Like I promised you in the last video, I’m going to explain why I haven’t been able to make any video’s. First of all, as you may or may not know I had a hip surgery last September (and I’m still recovering from it) so it takes a lot of energy. This means that I’m tired pretty often. I basically had to learn some things again like walking for example. I used a wheelchair for about 4 months and after that I only used my crutches (I’ve been using these from the start). The recovery time the doctor gave me for this surgery was 9-12 months which is a lot. So the las couple of months have been a mess because not only did I use pretty much all my energy for the recovery, I also had my finals this year so I had to study as well. To be honest these couple of months have been a hell. I overworked myself and I get stressed easily so around November- December I got kind of depressed. I didn’t know what to do. I was scared that I would fail my finals because all the school work got worse. To top that, my recovery went too slow. I had a lovely physical therapist but she had bought a new house so she had to move all of her stuff so I got a substitute and I didn’t like her at all. She pushed me too much saying that I had to work harder for my recovery which let me to over doing stuff. So I was in a lot of pain because I was over-doing my exercises. But I got my old physical therapist back and she took a step back and taking things easy. So when I got her back, I was recovering faster. My finals were in May and I really worked hard to pass them. I wanted to prove to everybody that I could recover from a surgery and pass my finals in a year. I can happily say that I proved everybody that I could actually do it. I passed my finals with really good grades and I’m now walking without crutches. I still have physical therapy because my leg still isn’t strong enough. During the surgery, the doctors also cut and moved some of the muscles so I had to train my muscles as well. But im glad to say that everything is getting a bit better now. So because this year was so stressful, me and my friend went to Little Mix. I’m so happy that I saw those queens live. The concert was actually 2 weeks after my last final so it was great to kind of relax a bit after such a stressful year. The sad thing though, the disease that I have are on both sides of my legs so I need a second surgery. I’ll get my second surgery in September as well which will be a year after my first one. Hopefully my recovery this time will be faster because I don’t have school. Don’t worry though, I still love to make video’s so I’m going to make them again, I’ll only be slower with uploading them because of my current situation. I really hope you all understand me and aren’t mad at me for not updating. But seeing that my subscribers are still going up instead of down makes me really happy because that means people still love my work. Thank you for everything, every single one of you. p.s. im still going to post One Direction video's on here but i also stan BTS so im going to make another channel to upload video's on there so if you like BTS or you like my edits then you can subscribe (I'll put the link here when i created the channel) And as always, All the love xxx Jamie