reevaluation
song: https://youtu.be/KfJmn9lBgUE?si=JsZGiRu8eujQ_ET2
explanation because i feel like i didnt perfectly capture it: I consider expressing love more actively, expecting it to benefit both parties, which I find it already does upon recollection
but because I am someone who finds a 'taboo interest in this clashing of outer persona and inner,' it is much more attractive to me than I was expecting