Wareta Kagami

Kagami no mae ni tatte ita, futari no hazu no sugata de. Demo utsutta no wa boku dake, kimi no kage wa nai mama. Ai da to omotta mono wa, boku dake no yume datta. I gave you everything I had, a love so deep it felt so real. But standing here inside this glass, I see the truth I couldn’t feel. There’s no reflection by my side, just empty space where you should be. I called it love, but now I see, you were never here with me. Yoru no naka de kimi wo yonde, kotae wa itsumo modoranai. Nukumori dake ubawarete, kokoro wa karappo ni naru. Kimi wa kagami ni utsuranai, boku dake ga kiete yuku. I gave you everything I had, a love you never tried to feel. I was alive inside your hands, while you just drained me to be real. There’s no reflection in your eyes, no trace of what we used to be. I held on to a fantasy, while you took the best of me. I kept pretending we were whole, while losing pieces of my soul. I saw your shadow, not your truth… and called that love when it was you. I smash the mirror, break the lie, no more shadows, no disguise! I won’t be yours to drain again, I’m done with loving in your name! I see myself, I finally breathe, no more ghost beside of me! If love was real, it sets me free — I’ll find someone who sees me! Wareta kagami… boku wa jiyuu…