WEREN'T RIDING & DYING VS JUST LYING

LYRICS WRITTEN BY:PDCC WEREN'T RIDING & DYING VS JUST LYING I don't trust nobody (I don't trust nobody) unless there's respect and honesty and that's a current priority, and she thought that I was joking,and the entire amount of energy that I had wasn't worth giving cause her actions weren't matching (like they)were supposed to be, and I didn't take to her actions particularly,because they were odd and out of the ordinary, cause the repercussions are costly and she didn't think about the damage or the casualties that was caused between her and me and she would take another swing you aren't riding or dying vs just lying (if you aren't riding or dying vs just lying) and if you aren't providing the same physically & emotionally because your just another damn enemy,cause it ain't worth sticking around if she's pretending and that was the messages she was sending,by a thread it was still hanging,it was what you were representing and presenting with everything I was finding cause there's a difference between riding and dying vs just lying,cause it wasn't the same as what she was insinuating,because of the signal's she was truthfully sending while I sat back and kept waiting, because everything I started debating and reevaluating cause of what I was witnessing because I was actively and instinctively listening and learning and observing everything and what was missing (because I was actively and instinctively listening and learning and observing everything and what was missing) the situation is worth revealing to understand this feeling the more of my time I allowed her to keep taking even when things were breaking,that was my mistake to keep risking and it wasn't a mistake that's worth taking, the ache has gotten to the point it stings, it was a realization that I started to see,And the honesty fell pretty short of what it should really be, a two faced liar is what I started to notice and I recognize the things she's was untruthful and unfaithfully (by deliberately) lying and cheating comfortably and constantly and and I was triggered by what you were showing me by taking advantage and by taking or killing a hundred percent of my vibe & energy instead of providing what you promised,it wasn't just the words it was the actions that were misleading, And it didn't match what she said she was feeling,and it was more important for her to keep or to continue To keep lying or cheating,(to continue To keep lying or cheating)after the first time she lied it was really hard to continue to keep believing, after she was caught lying and cheating cause her body language and actions were something I was visually and started watching, there was a difference between what was reciprocated and what I was physically and emotionally receiving,she caused my heart to stop beating and kept repeating others actions,And getting mad over and over my reaction And she couldn't and wouldn't do or provide what I was asking,I don't trust nobody (I don't trust nobody) unless there's respect and honesty and that's a current priority, and she thought that I was joking,and the entire amount of energy that I had wasn't worth giving cause her actions weren't matching (like they)were supposed to be, and I didn't take to her actions particularly, because they were odd and out of the ordinary cause the repercussions are costly and she didn't think about the damage or the casualties that was caused between her and me and she would take another swing you aren't riding or dying vs just lying (if you aren't riding or dying vs just lying) and if you aren't providing the same physically & emotionally because your just another damn enemy,cause it ain't worth sticking around if she's pretending and that was the messages she was sending,by a thread it was still hanging,it was what you were representing and presenting with everything I was finding cause there's a difference between riding and dying vs just lying,cause it wasn't the same as what she was insinuating, because of the signal's she was truthfully sending while I sat back and kept waiting, because everything I started debating and reevaluating cause of what I was witnessing because I was actively and instinctively listening and learning and observing everything and what was missing (because I was actively and instinctively listening and learning and observing everything and what was missing) the situation is worth revealing to understand this feeling the more of my time I allowed her to keep taking even when things were breaking,that was my mistake to keep risking and it wasn't a mistake that's worth taking, the ache has gotten to the point it stings it was a realization that I started to see,And the honesty fell pretty short of what it should really be,