what are u chasing ?

Part 1 of my stay in Veracruz with my family. This month long trip really opened my eyes to a lot of things especially with what my life been like in the US. Yea we have so many more opportunities and comfort in the US but I feel like what we lack is the freedom, community, and lightheartedness that people have here. Before coming I was stressed, my cortisol levels were high, i had so much acne and my mental health was deteriorating. all these expensive bills, my work, my relationships, the state that the country is in right now, all of this was getting to me. Of course, living in Mexico and visiting are two completely different experiences, but it made me think would I rather struggle in the US or in Mex? Am I chasing the right dream ? Would I have a better future coming back to the same place my parents left to have a “better life”? Estoy perdida MÚSICA- Quédate luna- Onda Vaga https://youtu.be/-KiA8_VYzYI?si=Y9grOgL8mfyGs0S7 Dreams of Panama- Skinshape https://youtu.be/dWrGMN2wIMI?si=VkYIR40HPMfHmhW9 Máquina del tiempo- mi amigo invencible https://youtu.be/jePpQ3PcaH8?si=7jts-A6TufVfKD7S