Where I am.

Lyrics by POPPO. Music by SUNO. ---Lyrics--- I dismissed it all as meaningless Pretended to know, just walked on by But when the waves touched my feet I felt the thread inside me come undone I kept turning a blind eye Dragging shadows behind me The sea embraced me and softly whispered, "Where are you now?" If no one reflects who I am Then where do I even exist? The shape of me floating in the light Drifted far before I even noticed Somewhere along the way, I left my dreams Always staring up at the sky What was once there for sure Melted away with the tide I heard a voice calling out my name Someone was searching for me But no one was anywhere to be seen Only my name echoed through the air Even that voice that once called me Eventually faded into silence And that's when I finally realized The hollow void inside my heart I never really asked myself why Just convinced myself it’s how things are The falling rain soaked me through And numbed all my memories I never needed a reason That’s just how I lived my life But the face in the puddle I saw —Who even is that person? I thought I had no doubt I thought I had confidence But my feet now feel like They’re sinking into the mud Somewhere along the way, I lost my dream Always staring up at the sky What once had clearly been there Was swallowed by pitch-black clouds I heard a voice calling out my name Someone was trying to find me But I couldn’t find a single soul Only my name echoed through the rain Even that voice that once called me Was taken away by the sound of rain And that’s when I finally realized My heart had nothing left inside I kept on running away And I just couldn’t admit it I was simply scared Scared of disappearing There was something I once believed in But I loosened my own grip As that shadow drifted away I simply looked the other way No more voices calling me No one’s searching for me now No one is anywhere to be found Only the wind remains, whispering The voice that once called out my name Is nowhere to be heard again And that’s when I finally realized I was the one who abandoned me!