Wildfire and water

Moon hangs heavy, pulling at my chest Old ghosts whisper, try to put me to the test I used to run where the chaos led Mistaking noise for love inside my head But there’s a quiet now I’m learning how to keep A steady hand when the waters get deep I don’t have to drown to feel alive There’s power in the way I choose to survive I feel it rise, but I don’t lose control There’s fire in my heart, not a war in my soul I’m wildfire and water, I don’t have to choose I can burn bright without lighting a fuse I can feel everything, let it pass through me Stand in my power, soft and free No more chasing what was never mine I am the home I was trying to find Under this moon, I finally see There’s nothing missing inside of me I used to shrink just to keep the peace Dim my light so the tension would cease But I’m done folding into someone else’s shape I’m not too much, I just won’t escape I’m building something steady, something real A place in my chest where I can heal Let joy in without waiting for pain I don’t need storms to dance in the rain I hold the heat, but I don’t let it burn Every lesson’s a love I’ve earned I’m wildfire and water, I don’t have to choose I can burn bright without lighting a fuse I can feel everything, let it pass through me Stand in my power, soft and free No more chasing what was never mine I am the home I was trying to find Under this moon, I finally see There’s nothing missing inside of me Lay me down in fields I’ve grown All this love I’ve never known Was in my hands the whole damn time Not in the chaos, not in the climb I am the warmth, I am the ground I am the silence, I am the sound No more begging to be adored I am the Empress, I am restored I’m wildfire and water, steady and true I don’t need saving, I carry me through I can feel everything, still stand tall I don’t have to