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this week was quite the test in regards to this series im writing this at 3:30am because it was a challenge to manage my time i have a vision for this series but it takes me making it to the end of the year i wonder if its too early to have hit a wall it took a while to make the decisions needed and my brain and eyes hurt i feel like this video/music could have been better but i had to surrender i dont mean to complain im just sharing where my heart is at this week im grateful for this journey and im learning a lot about myself the stamina needed is wild but i know i have capacity my tour is in 3 days and im feeling a bit nervous i like being home and everything that comes with that im hoping im able to make beats that sound good without my speakers but know i will try other than that im feeling pretty good these days ive been thinking a lot but really what is new (lol) my brain wont turn off 16 sundays in a row imma find a way to celebrate even the smallest of wins i find it helps me make it to the next sunday - i got the chance to see the ojays live this week and it was inspiring to me i hope i can live in music for as long as they do i cant imagine myself doing anything else here for the ride regardless happy mothers day to all the moms out there most times a mothers love is like medicine if you are without a mom today just know mother earth holds the same kind of medicine there is enough love for everyone everyday and im thinking of you