Check Engine Light

Check Engine Light So much for a restful sleep Can’t help but think “why me?” The scene plays out in my mind The lump they just had to find Its all out of my hands Its all out of my control Part of me understands But the other part of me rolls To the other side of the bed It only changes the position of my head It doesn’t help make anything right it doesn’t fix the check engine light Get a mammogram annually they say Didn’t think my very first one would turn out this way They couldn’t schedule the biopsy test fast So now this uncertainty will last Its all out of my hands Its all out of my control Part of me understands But the other part of me rolls To the other side of the bed It only changes the position of my head It doesn’t help make anything right it doesn’t fix the check engine light And part of me doesn’t want to know And part of me understands now Why people complain about the midlife It's really a time where you try not to go Because Its all out of my hands Its all out of my control Part of me understands But the other part of me rolls To the other side of the bed It only changes the position of my head It doesn’t help make anything right it doesn’t fix the check engine light Its all out of my hands Its all out of my control Part of me understands But the other part of me rolls To the other side of the bed It only changes the position of my head It doesn’t help make anything right it doesn’t fix the check engine light