CROSSROADS

New week starts but the wight’s the same Making plans like a ritual game Saying this time I’ll finally change But I wake up standing in the same place Second session, heart on a page Questionnaires amd emotions in a cage Trying to explain why it hurts this way But the more I speak, the more I replay ------- PRE CHORUS I see roads splitting in two Choices I don’t know how to choose How do you decide about someone real Without breaking what they feel? CHORUS Do I stay or walk away? Do I keep quiet or speak today? Do I see him this week or not? My heart screams loud, my head says stop Guilt for everything and nothing at all Anxiety waiting for me to fall I wish for some miracle sign But accepting myself is the hardest line ---------- Climbing walls inside my mind Trying to leave the fear behind Scared I’ll read a “little” wrong And carry that mistake too long I blame myself for choosing me Like that’s a selfish thing to be Two or three times I rethink it through Just to avoid regret breaking through -------- PRE CHORUS Two different points of view collide Mine... and the one I hold inside But in the middle of all this noise Where is my own voice? CHORUS Do I stay or walk away? Do I keep quiet or speak today? Do I see him this week or not? My heart screams loud, my head says stop Stress and sadness intertwined Anger turning back on my mind I don’t want to feel this way But I’m mad at myself today Maybe there’s no perfect choice Just courage to use my voice Listen to advice, suggestions too But let the final call be true If someone has a miracle cure Whisper if soft, make it sure Or teach me how to begin Making peace within ------ FINAL CHORUS Do I stay or walk away? This time I’ll answer, I won’t delay If ir hurts, let it be real At least it’s something I can feel I don’t want to live on pause Or choose out of fear because If I fall, let it be From finally choosing me ------ Another week, another start Maybe I begin with my own heart Before I try to love someone new I’ll learn to love what’s true