curse

work has been pretty consuming of late. I'm not really sure in what way specifically–I sorta just feel hollow again. generally, the cycle has been wake up, go to work, get home, think about work, doomscroll, and then fall asleep. I've barely deviated from that schedule at all over the past two weeks, except to like buy food and gas. now I don't really enjoy or do anything with my downtime anymore unless it's Friday or Saturday cause none of it outside of that lasts a meaningful amount of time. I don't even take breaks during my shift anymore, lunch or otherwise. I just keep going so the "working" part of my day can be over with quicker. overall, I still think I'm doing okay though. think I just need to find that "work/life balance" I hear people talking about. #guitarprogress