Enough, Ceiling Talk

Lyric i watch people laugh like it comes naturally like the world’s a little softer for everybody else while i’m still stuck talking to my ceiling trying to figure out why i can’t feel the same every morning feels familiar same tired eyes same heavy chest same quiet wondering if life gets better than this maybe i’m falling behind maybe i’m harder to fix will i ever be enough? enough for this life enough for myself enough to finally feel alright cause everybody else looks happy while i’m still learning how to breathe but i don’t wanna give up yet even if it’s hard to believe late nights and empty piano keys quiet songs nobody hears but me sometimes i think i’m disappearing slowly inside my own thoughts and i know healing isn’t simple but staying like this hurts too much still… some small part of me keeps hoping there’s something waiting ahead maybe one day my heart won’t feel this heavy anymore will i ever be enough? enough to stop feeling lost enough to love who i am without counting every flaw ‘cause i’m tired of surviving i wanna learn how to live too and even through all this darkness i still haven’t stopped looking for you maybe happiness is quiet maybe it takes time maybe i’m not as broken as i think i am tonight will i ever be enough? enough to finally rest enough to wake up smiling without this weight inside my chest i don’t know when it’ll happen but i’m still here trying somehow and maybe that means something for now enough… enough… i hope someday i’ll believe it