Fear

"Fear" is a poem I wrote in about 20 minutes. Thanks to AJ, my sister, who help create the idea and film this video. Thanks to me for all the other stuff. Music in the background is High and Dry by Radiohead played by me. Women are scary. "Fear" I’m not afraid of talking, but I think I might be afraid of people. I don’t know why. Maybe I know that they'll look at me, with those people eyes. The ones they use to see things, the ones they use to cry. I'm not afraid of the dark, but I think I might be afraid of falling asleep. I’m not quite sure why. The relief of rest is filling, but I know I'm losing time. time that never comes back, with its ever-failing supply. I'm not afraid of making friends, but I think I might be afraid of friendly people, I also don’t know why. Maybe they'll like who I'll tell them I am, Then they'll find it’s a lie. That lie that never ends, the lie that never dies. I'm not afraid of working hard, but I think I might be afraid of trying, I have a pretty good idea of why... I think it’s because I’d rather be lazy than wrong, and I’d rather be a coward than die. death that’s so defeating, a toll you can’t deny. I'm not afraid of being weak, but I think I might be afraid of being afraid, I might be scared of a lot of things, which makes me more afraid. I'm paranoid, and so I avoid, And I think I'm okay with not knowing. but I do know one thing: I'm afraid of Women. I don’t think I have to explain that one.