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Produced by flower x 5head Lyrics Spent over half my life tryna figure out what's the fucking meaning Think I come to terms with the fact there ain't no meaning Went to a fucked up place to make these songs and I can't leave it I would tell you but you won't believe it I don't know what you want from me, I don't know what you want Really wish I could open up to you but that shit be so hard Really wish I was enough for you but I guess that ain't my part Really wish I was enough for you but I guess that I'm just flawed But I guess that I'm just broken, always was but you just ain't know I ain't finna waste my time coping, I don't wanna open up that door I'ma sit here in my pain cause at least I know what that is And I say that I wanna be happy but I don't know what the fuck that is *auditory agony* All of this be too much sometimes, I don't wanna talk about it, I'm fine I don't wanna talk about it, I'm cool, even if I did it wouldn't mean shit to you Again and again, it won't ever stop and I don't wanna keep going on I'm so fucking lost, I'm tired I'm so fucking cold, I might set myself on fire This shit's fucking old, keep letting myself get hurt by her Im addicted to pain and I'm my own supplier I lost her, can't find her Spent over half my life tryna figure out what's the fucking meaning Think I come to terms with the fact there ain't no meaning Went to a fucked up place to make these songs and I can't leave it I would tell you but you won't believe it I don't know what you want from me, I don't know what you want Really wish I could open up to you but that shit be so hard Really wish I was enough for you but I guess that ain't my part Really wish I was enough for you but I guess that I'm just flawed But I guess that I'm just broken, always was but you just ain't know I ain't finna waste my time coping, I don't wanna open up that door I'ma sit here in my pain cause at least I know what that is And I say that I wanna be happy but I don't know what the fuck that is