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hey um this song it's gonna be weird i know but if u wanna know how shadow got me in the dark close ur eyes and listen it lyrics (PTSD – whisper, ใกล้หู, pan L/R) You hear me… when it’s quiet… right? (Me – low, เหนื่อยๆ) …not again… [Verse 1] (Me – main vocal, ชัด / อยู่กลาง) Late night, shadows getting loud… No one here but I still hear a crowd… Every memory playing back in loops… Like I never really made it through… (PTSD – whisper, เบา + ลอยหลัง) You didn’t… (Me) Try to breathe but it tighten my chest… Every calm turning into a test… Tell me why I can’t shut this down… (PTSD – ใกล้ขึ้น) Cuz I’m you… I don’t leave you now… [Pre-Chorus] (Me – อารมณ์เริ่มพัง) I say stop… but it won’t fade… (PTSD – smooth / เย็นๆ) You built me from the pain… (Me) Why you sound like everything I fear… (PTSD – whisper ชัดๆ) Cuz I’ve always been right here… [Chorus] (Me – lead ชัดสุด) You in my veins… I can’t escape… Running in circles inside my brain… (PTSD – harmony เบาๆด้านหลัง) I’m every scar… every shake… (Me) I try to fight… I try to breathe… But you get louder inside of me… (PTSD – pan ซ้าย/ขวา) You don’t heal… you just hide it… [Verse 2] (Me – softer) Mirror look but I don’t feel real… Same face but I numb what I feel… Every sound make my body freeze… Like I’m stuck in the same old scene… (PTSD – distorted นิดๆ) You remember… (Me) You say I’m safe but I don’t believe… Every calm feel temporary… (PTSD – steady / เย็น) I keep you ready… don’t fall asleep… [Bridge – No Drums] (Me – แตก / emotional peak) Get out my head! I need some peace! Why you won’t ever let me breathe?! (PTSD – layered / echo รอบหัว) I keep you alive… I make you see… (Me) I’m so tired of this war in me… (PTSD – ใกล้มาก) We are the same… you can’t leave me… [Final Chorus] (Me – เต็มอารมณ์) You in my veins… I can’t deny… Part of me living, part of me hides… (PTSD – harmony ชัดขึ้นนิดนึง) I’m what you feel… deep inside… (Me) If I heal… will you fade away…? (pause) (PTSD – whisper ใกล้สุด) …I’ll just wait… [Outro – Fade] (PTSD – เบามาก / หายไปเรื่อยๆ) I don’t go… I just get quiet… (Me – เบา / โล่งนิดๆ) …just let me breathe…