《 I Don't Admit 》

I hate the way your fingers smell of smoke 我討厭你手指上淡淡的香煙味道 That bitter scent that makes my heart choke 那苦澀的氣味讓我的心無法呼吸 I hate the way you skip the last stair down 我討厭你最後一級樓梯總要用跳的 Like gravity don't hold you, you don't make a sound 好像重力抓不住你，落地無聲 I hate the way you fake a smile when you're low 我討厭你明明很沮喪卻還要強撐微笑 Laughing at a joke you don't even know 對那些你根本不懂的笑話陪著笑 You play the part so perfectly for them 你在他們面前把角色扮演得那麼好 But I see through the cracks, my friend 但我透過裂縫看見了真相，我的朋友 I hate the way you say my name so slow 我討厭你那麼慢地念出我的名字 Like every syllable has somewhere to go 好像每個音節都有它的去處 I hate the way you leave your coffee cup 我討厭你總把咖啡杯留在那裡 Right where I'll have to pick it up 正好放在我不得不收拾的位置 And when they say I'm falling, I just roll my eyes 當別人說我淪陷了，我只是翻個白眼 But lately I've been catching all your lies 但最近我總捕捉到你的謊言 The ones you tell yourself, the ones you hide 那些你對自己說的，那些你藏起來的 I see you, standing on the other side 我看見你了，站在另一邊的你 And every time you walk away 而每一次你轉身離開 I tell myself I'm glad you're gone 我都告訴自己，你走了真好 But the silence screams a different song 但寂靜卻唱著另一首歌 I'm lying all along 我一直在撒謊 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 That I count the hours till we're alone 我數著時間直到我們獨處 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 That your chaos feels like home 你的混亂讓我感覺像家一樣 I hate the way you make me feel this way 我討厭你讓我有這種感覺 But I'll never say 但我永遠不會說出口 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 I don't admit a thing 我什麼都不承認 You flick your ash, I catch my breath 你彈掉煙灰，我屏住呼吸 The last stair jump, a dance with death 最後一級樓梯的跳躍，是與死亡的共舞 You fake a smile, I see the pain 你假裝微笑，我看見痛苦 And somehow I'm the one to blame 而不知為何，我成了被責怪的那個 They say I'm falling, I say I'm not 他們說我淪陷了，我說我沒有 This feeling's something that I forgot 這種感覺是我早已遺忘的 But every time you're out of sight 但每次你消失在視線之外 I'm checking my phone all through the night 我整夜都在查看手機 You leave your cup, I clean the ring 你留下杯子，我清理杯痕 It's such a stupid little thing 這是多麼愚蠢的小事 But every trace of you I keep 但你的每一點痕跡我都保留 Denial's running way too deep 否認已經陷得太深 君の煙の味、嫌いと言いながら 你的煙味，嘴上說著討厭 心の中じゃ、まだ探してる 內心深處，卻還在尋找 I hate the way you make me need you, but I do 我討厭你讓我需要你，但我確實需要 I hate the way I can't unsee you, that's the truth 我討厭我無法無視你，這就是真相 This war inside my chest, a losing game 我胸口的這場戰爭，是一場必輸的遊戲 You're the ache I can't name 你是我無法命名的疼痛 I don't admit, I won't confess 我不承認，我不會坦白 But damn, I'm such a mess 但該死的，我如此狼狽 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 That you're the only one I see 你是我唯一看見的人 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 This is not a fantasy 這不是一場幻想 I hate the way you make me feel this way 我討厭你讓我有這種感覺 But I'll never say 但我永遠不會說出口 I don't admit, I don't admit 我不承認，我不承認 I don't admit a thing 我什麼都不承認 #nexusound #aimusic