if she ever loved me, it wouldn't have been that easy to leave me.
i hope emotionally scarring someone for the rest of their lives made you happy in the end.
i fought and i fought, just for you to just disrespect me and manipulate me into thinking that i am the problem.
for 3 months ive let myself get disrespected, insulted and just horribly treated and i still let it slide. was i that hard to love? was it so hard to give me the bare minimum?
i pray that no one becomes your victim ever again.
i am grateful for my friends.
i hope i learn how to trust and love properly in the future.
i hope she misses me, even if it's just for a bit.
i hope she loved me, even if it was for a split second.
(idk why im writing all this on youtube lmao)
