Losing

Song generated by AI- lyrics written by me [Intro] [Verse 1] I don’t think you realize how impactful your actions were after everything came about. You could have rallied around me and lifted me up, supported me, maybe reached out? Instead you all turned your backs and swept everything under the rug. I don’t even remember getting so much as a hug. Made me feel like I was unimportant and delusional And that there was no way you were gonna let my issues inconvenience your world. As a result, my fear of being abandoned just magnified overnight. Because as soon as I told my truth everyone treated me as though I had lied. [Chorus] I went from having a big family to feeling lost and lonely, No one called to check how I was, or pulled up at my doorstep to show me some love, The last thing I wanted was sympathy, all I wanted was for no one to walk away from me, to leave me alone, when I needed them most, I just didn’t want to lose my family. [Verse 2] You may have seen things differently and thought that ultimately you were protecting me, that you didn’t want to make matters worse, or make sure that you checked with my mom first. I didn’t expect you to put your life on pause, but you leaving me felt like you thought I was the one who caused, all this turmoil and trouble, which made my guilt double, and left me feeling like I’d made the wrong choice [Chorus] I went from having a big family to feeling lost and lonely, No one called to check how I was, or pulled up at my doorstep to show me some love, The last thing I wanted was sympathy, all I wanted was for no one to walk away from me, to leave me alone, when I needed them most, I just didn’t want to lose my family. [bridge] Ultimately I learned a valuable lesson through all this, that just because they share your blood, doesn’t mean that’s who you have to share your life with. [Chorus]I went from having a big family to feeling lost and lonely, No one called to check how I was, or pulled up at my doorstep to show me some love, The last thing I wanted was sympathy, all I wanted was for no one to walk away from me, to leave me alone, when I needed them most, I just didn’t want to lose my family.