Maybe I’m Selfish

Song generated by AI- lyrics written by me [Intro] [Verse 1] Maybe God wanted you to be close to Him. I know He definitely wanted to end your sufferin' Perhaps he had a special task made just for you, until we get to heaven I'm sure it will leave us confused. Whatever the reason a big part of me just can't let you go. You were mine, and how I'm supposed to live without you, I don't know [Chorus] Does it make me selfish that I feel you left me too soon? Am I selfish because I wanted more time to love you? If I'm selfish for needing you in my life, selfish cuz without you things don't feel right. Then I can be selfish. I'm okay with being selfish. [Verse 2] Most days it's just easier to pretend that it's not real. Until days like this when I'm reminded of how I really feel. Usually the pain's so deep it makes it hard to breathe, it's indescribable to lose someone this close to me. [Chorus] Does it make me selfish that I feel you left me too soon? Am I selfish because I wanted more time to love you? If I'm selfish for needing you in my life, selfish cuz without you things don't feel right. Then I can be selfish. I'm okay with being selfish. I know what she meant to me, and I know what she meant to the world, I just never expected when she left that mine would completely come unfurled [Chorus]Does it make me selfish that I feel you left me too soon? Am I selfish because I wanted more time to love you? If I'm selfish for needing you in my life, selfish cuz without you things don't feel right. Then I can be selfish. I'm okay with being selfish.