My Testimony

My Testimony I was born in a town called Birchchurch I was raised in a town called Birchchurch I was born in a nation that suffered That suffered its past and future Our anthem was in our blood And so much more And so much more I spoke a tongue that everyone questioned I wrote some songs that no one needed I was born with a name with meaning Meaning of life and death How could I be so blind and deaf And so much more And so much more I have seen so many wonders All the chances All the numbers All the messages that I get All the failures All the fractures The awkwardness that I had All the ignorance and stress Not the greatest Not the best All the achievement All the mess And so much more And so much more Man of God My name God is my strength My name That I did not live up to But it’s true God is my strength Music was a way out But even that was burn out Work was an escape But I didn’t need a cape I rather had to cope As I had no hope If you learn If you fight If you work If you grind Then what I was in love with love I was in love with pain I was in love with me I was in love in vain Then how How can I feel worthless and be proud How can I hold fast to your loss How can I feel numbness and be loud How can I keep failing your cause The spectrum is wide so open your eyes The spectrum is wise it doesn’t like lies Does not like All the noise and all the lights All the lights Wanted to break my mind But not your light All the feelings Wanted to break my heart Heart of stone But not your love Your love You tried to show me earlier Your love I was not ready for I was searching for Something that was always there for me Oh, it was always there for me As You wanted it to be Living Living from tragedy to heartbreak is only surviving Without truth you cannot be thriving Living from tragedy to heartbreak is only surviving Without faith you cannot be thriving You need to believe to live You gave me a wife to live But I was chained in my prison of walls You gave me a wife to see But I was blind without the Holy Ghost I was blind I was hurt I have missed The miracles I was blind I was hurt I have missed The miracles So, I formed So, I built I built walls Walls of brick Walls of silence Silence that breaks That breaks bonds Breaks family and Breaks friends Breaks trust and Breaks strengths I guarded my heart A fortress that’s fake I guarded my heart But it’s time to awake I needed a new heart So, I can build Build Your Kingdom Do my part I needed a new brain So, I can think Think of You Lord Be a light You were Waiting for me to realize You were Waiting for me to reach the Stars The Stars that are made to help The Stars that are made to worship And the Stars that are made to sing Made to sing Made to praise Born to glorify Born to reach the sky Angels of God, our Guardians Didn’t let me grow old Without a doubt Always the doubt The curse that I had was just in my head The curse in my brain was a gift in vain The search, the role The shape of the hole I was a sinner, I was a fool I was a joker, a blunt tool, But I am gifted, I am blessed, I am lifted I am at best When God gave me a heart of flesh The curse that I had was just in my head The curse in my brain was a gift in vain The search, the role The shape of the hole I was a sinner, I was a fool I was a joker, a blunt tool, But I am gifted, I am blessed, I am lifted I am at best When God gave me a heart of flesh God gave me eyes to see I can see the truth So, I can see the lies I can see Your love So, I can testify Does not matter where you are God is with you Just ask and God will help you Does not matter who you are God is your strength Just ask and God will meet you I can see the truth So, I can see the lies I can see Your love So, I can testify Open your heart Jesus is with you Open your heart Let Jesus heal you Open you heart Let Jesus save you Open your heart Jesus is with you Open your heart Let Jesus heal you Open you heart Let Jesus save you Amen