Not Okey

“Not Okay” (yeah… yeah…) Mm… Phone lights up, I wish it was you I still got nothin’ better to do Try to move on, I swear I try But every road just leads to “why” Got your voice stuck in my head All the things you never said Told myself I’d be alright But it hits me every night I say I’m good, I say I’m fine But I’m just runnin’ out of lies I said I’m okay, okay, okay But I think about you every day, day, day Try to let you go, I can’t escape You’re stuck in my brain, won’t fade away I said I’m fine, I lied, I lied Think ‘bout you every night, night, night I let you go but I still hold tight You’re on my mind all the time, time, time All my friends say “let it go” But they don’t even really know How you felt like home to me Now you’re just a memory I scroll back to better days Read old texts, I can’t erase Try to laugh it off in public But alone, I still don’t love it I play it cool when they say your name But inside nothin’s really changed I said I’m okay, okay, okay But I think about you every day, day, day Try to let you go, I can’t escape You’re stuck in my brain, won’t fade away I said I’m fine, I lied, I lied Think ‘bout you every night, night, night I let you go but I still hold tight You’re on my mind all the time, time, time Maybe one day I won’t feel this way Maybe you’ll just fade to gray But right now you’re all I see Somewhere in between I said I’m okay… okay… okay… But I think about you every day… I said I’m fine… I lied… I lied… You’re on my mind all the time… time… time…