Trauma

Lyrics : Verse A You’re saying you’re having a trauma, A trauma that you can not go through. I try to understand what you’re illuminating, Feeling a flow of sorrow come up to your eyes. Verse B I take a tissue right after your tears, You ask why I express like “it's no big deal.” But truly...seriously, I’m sad about what you have. “No doubt I can even sacrifice just to ease your sorrow,” I said it deeply from my heart, You said you can’t feel it…”feel it.” Chorus A Maybe I’m not a good actress Or a braver to physically take out my heart to let you see... My heart, my soul, my ambitions to fully love you. I do, I do I do so, I’m here right next to you. Questioning made me confused, so why am I here? Verse C You’re saying you’re having a trauma, A trauma that I can’t imagine, Regarding, I’m not that sort of man, You try to describe those scenes in as much detail as you can. Chorus B Maybe I’m a good actress, ‘Cause I let myself look like “I'm fine.” And you don't ever be aware, And still, suppose I’m just that sort of man. Maybe I’m a good actress, ‘Cause I let myself look like “I'm fine.” And you don't ever be aware, Aware...aware. Outro I’m sorry, I'm guilty. I shouldn’t think in this way, But this is what I truly wanna say. 歌詞中譯： 你說你有一段創傷，一段無法跨越的過往 我看著悲傷在你眼中泛起，試著讀懂你揭示的荒涼 在你落淚那一刻，我遞上紙巾，動作輕得像日常 你卻問我，為何表現得如此雲淡風輕、不痛不癢？ 其實我真的、真的為你感到難過 我甚至願用自己的破碎，去換你片刻的灑脫 我是真心的，你卻說你什麼也感受不到…… 感受不到。 也許我不是個好演員，沒辦法演得聲淚俱下 也不是那種能掏出心臟，證明愛你的勇者 看見我的靈魂，看見我的心、看見我守候至今的決心 如果不是因為愛，我為何還在這裡，任憑質疑將我侵蝕？ 你說你有一段我無法想像的創傷 說我天生不夠敏感，不懂你那些滔滔不絕的絕望 或許，我才是一個真正傑出的演員 因為我演得如此平靜，演到讓你以為我真的不懂 對不起 我有罪 我不該這樣想的 但或許這就是我最真心想對你說的話...