You Fell First

#piano #flstudio #music “Dear ____, my love, my best friend, Please go to the hospital closest to you. Tell her the total costs afterwards, and she will handle it for you, okay sweetheart? I know, I feel like a coward doing this, watching her help you out with it instead. I just don’t know if I could be any help to you as your lover; seems like I need too much affirmation from you to the point you’re getting ill because of me. Tell you what, not that it is the best of my interests, if you do hope to leave, take care of yourself for me. Please eat properly even if the food at home grosses you out. I can only dream of making you your favorite food in my dreams. Don’t tire yourself out over work you’re not in the right place to do. Please continue chasing your dream of working in the city, or better yet, working abroad. As for me, I’m hoping for therapy soon if your final decision does go as I’ve planned… but you know how tough it is to look for good therapy in this country. I’ll stay on my meds. I promise. Don’t worry about me though. Cheer up okay? Live a better life with the freedom in your hand and don’t go back to your past, sweetheart. Don’t miss me too much. Forgive yourself, because I have forgiven you. Whether or not you’re still here with me by the time you are reading this. I love you, my sweetest girl. - Love, Jasmine” ======================================================= #flstudio20 #composing #keyboard #music #song #songwriting