Empty of devotion

Empty of devotion, I exude emotion. Love is a commotion, Prostrating as a notion. Oh, I lost my sense of time When I went inside the bar. Now I woke up and I'm dead, I'm surrounded by a thread. I see ghosts Of past loves Inside my head; They're trembling. And I want to deny any clarity that goes outside Of my vision of reality. Vision of deception, Vision of obsession, Vision of lust, Vision of dust, Vision of destruction, Vision of consumption. Vision of constriction, Vision of ambition. All I want to do is live, All I want to do is breathe. Crawling up the cold wall, C'mon, just give me the Colt; I'll show you a painting Worthy of my blood. My only confession: A wish for eternal rejuvenation. Lost in an abundance of plastic, I recycle empty fragments. Bullets fall Upon empty jars of alcohol. Angels arrive, Devils reside. Love is here with me Like an inescapable destiny; In a rush-hour traffic jam, We are just cars, forever stuck. I want to feel How I felt when I met you, But I can't, you can't, we can't; We miss the shots we never thought we had. Pop a pill, Raise a glass; Life goes faster When you laugh. Pop a bullet, Pull the trigger on the gun, Head is bent, Forever gone.