Talk To Mirrors

Lyric i wear imaginary faces when i walk through crowded places pretend i’m somebody harder to break somebody people don’t forget sometimes i talk to mirrors like they know a better version of me one that doesn’t hesitate one that actually leaves the house on bad days i kept thinking if i became someone new maybe life would finally start moving too but i was wrong the problem wasn’t being me it’s that i freeze every time life asks something from me i keep waiting for a stronger heart like courage is gonna fall from the sky when really i’ve just been too afraid to try i romanticize becoming better while staying exactly the same collecting dreams like photographs instead of living inside them and it hurts watching time move like a train i keep missing on purpose because failure feels less painful when you never really started maybe fear became my home without me noticing i thought changing my name in my head would somehow save me but every version i imagine still carries the same shaking hands maybe i don’t need another life maybe i just need to survive the beginning there’s no dramatic ending here no sudden light just me trying to move despite myself tonight i spent years dreaming about escape when all i really needed was one small step forward