Tangled Mind

In my head, thousands of thoughts are tangled, in my head, knotted up like rope. I try to untie them every single day, but more keep appearing again. Wild fear wraps itself around me, I’m so deeply afraid all the time. Some are good like sunlight’s glow, some are dark like a shadow’s line. I keep trying hard, I keep trying still, but sometimes I just run out of strength. I look for it inside me, I keep trying on, though sometimes I doubt, though sometimes I want to give in. Inside my thoughts, the images keep spinning, each new day brings another fear. I want to silence them, to stop them for a moment, but they return like a shadow near. Wild fear wraps itself around me, I’m so deeply afraid all the time. Some are good like sunlight’s glow, some are dark like a shadow’s line. I keep trying hard, I keep trying still, but sometimes I just run out of strength. I look for it inside me, I keep trying on, though sometimes I doubt, though sometimes I want to give in. Take my hand and walk with me, let’s straighten out our thoughts together. Because when I walk alone, it’s easier to lose the meaning, but together even the dark doesn’t feel so heavy. I keep trying hard, I keep trying still, but sometimes I just run out of strength. Take my hand, stay here with me, though sometimes I doubt, I still want to go on. …take my hand… …and walk with me…