Loneliness

Loneliness... is a state of suspension, a state of emptiness, the other person's indifference. Loneliness... is it worth trying for someone, is it worth reaching out, is it worth wanting? Loneliness... maybe it’s better to be alone, maybe it’s better not to worry, maybe it’s better to become indifferent. Loneliness... sometimes so beautiful, sometimes terrifying too. Where I want to be, where are you? Loneliness... like a waterfall it washes over me, I was left alone, but is that what I want? Loneliness... is it worth trying for someone, is it worth reaching out, is it worth wanting? Loneliness... maybe it’s better to be alone, maybe it’s better not to worry, maybe it’s better to become indifferent. Loneliness... sometimes so beautiful, sometimes terrifying too. Where I want to be, where are you? Maybe no answer is needed, maybe it’s enough to endure. In silence, in emptiness, in suspension, until I finally know myself. Loneliness... like a waterfall it washes over me, I was left alone, but is that what I want? Loneliness... sometimes it heals, sometimes it wounds me. Loneliness... and I still keep asking: where are you? Loneliness...